When will you be free?

Only those who either plan to cage me or steal my time ask me that question.

I am always free.

Or maybe I am not free. And the question is supposed to be a trigger.

When will you be free…?

…to choose me
…to choose what makes you happy
…to choose what is most important
…to choose you
…to choose

I am always free. I just choose sometimes not to see.

– Osasu Oviawe

A symbol of deliverance and mercy

Mark 5:1-20
They came to the other side of the sea, to the country of the Ger’asenes. And when he had come out of the boat, there met him out of the tombs a man with an unclean spirit, who lived among the tombs; and no one could bind him any more, even with a chain; for he had often been bound with fetters and chains, but the chains he wrenched apart, and the fetters he broke in pieces; and no one had the strength to subdue him. Night and day among the tombs and on the mountains he was always crying out, and bruising himself with stones.
And when he saw Jesus from afar, he ran and worshiped him; and crying out with a loud voice, he said, “What have you to do with me, Jesus, Son of the Most High God? I adjure you by God, do not torment me.” For he had said to him, “Come out of the man, you unclean spirit!” And Jesus asked him, “What is your name?” He replied, “My name is Legion; for we are many.” And he begged him eagerly not to send them out of the country. Now a great herd of swine was feeding there on the hillside; and they begged him, “Send us to the swine, let us enter them.” So he gave them leave. And the unclean spirits came out, and entered the swine; and the herd, numbering about two thousand, rushed down the steep bank into the sea, and were drowned in the sea. The herdsmen fled, and told it in the city and in the country. And people came to see what it was that had happened. And they came to Jesus, and saw the demoniac sitting there, clothed and in his right mind, the man who had had the legion; and they were afraid. And those who had seen it told what had happened to the demoniac and to the swine. And they began to beg Jesus to depart from their neighborhood.
And as he was getting into the boat, the man who had been possessed with demons begged him that he might be with him. But he refused, and said to him, “Go home to your friends, and tell them how much the Lord has done for you, and how he has had mercy on you.” And he went away and began to proclaim in the Decap’olis how much Jesus had done for him; and all men marveled.

Homily:

This was one of the few times that Jesus asked that His work be publicised. Most times, he asked that those he healed or delivered to utter no word about Him. At best, he only advised that they show themselves to the priest.

Why was this deliverance different?

It triggered fear, not love. While in most other cases, His miracles, healing and deliverance drew people to Him, more people than he could manage, this one saw Him being begged to leave. He left, but refused take the delivered demoniac with him. He needed a seed amongst the people. A people that prioritised swine above man. A people that the legion knew well.

He needed a seed that will be grow into a symbol of deliverance and mercy. A symbol of what God offers. A symbol of what is important.