Nothing is wrong with you.
What you are experiencing is life.
Life in its purest form is a patterned beauty of chaos.
The beauty can only be seen by observing the chaos, not expecting it to go away.
All help you seek is a way to calm down and observe the chaos. A way to see that the chaos is neither against you nor for you. A way to see that you are a part of the chaos and fighting it reinforces it.
Nothing is wrong with you. You are just a patterned beauty of chaos. Allow your eyes to see the beauty.
– Osasu Oviawe