I know this feeling. It comes pretty often. I never welcome it, but it never leaves in a hurry. The harder I struggle with it, the deeper it digs in. I do not yet know what to do when it arrives and I do not yet know how to ignore it, or maybe it is neither to be dealt with nor ignored. It is here again, it will be here for a while. I have learnt to keep it within, I cannot afford to let it out into the lives of others. I know how destructive it can be and I think I am built to handle it, because I create faster than it can destroy. I do not know it by name, it hates name calling. Too many people label it, that is how humanity has developed, by labeling, but all labels show a lack of understanding. It is here today, I do not know when it will be gone, but it is here today.
– Osasu Oviawe